Instead of sleeping...

This past month I have been finding myself staying up later and later, finding more and more excuses why not to go to sleep. I say to myself, if I was going to try to sleep, I would be finding it difficult to do so taking up to an hour to actually fall asleep. So logically, if I stay up for the time that I would just be lying on my back thinking, "I wish I was asleep," then I'm not really wasting any time. And in all reality I could be using my time to actually do something worthwhile. Then I get to starting something and think nah, this something will take so much time to do, and I don't really want to spend that much time doing it. So I don't usually get around to doing much of anything.

And it is at times like this that I'm reminded of a very peculiar little bear who nobody thought did much of anything. He just was. He was different than me. He didn't worry about the time it took to do something, or worry about finishing his tasks. He just went about his way doing what he thought would be best.

And as you can see, my mind has wondered and the post became random. I'm going to bed now.